baku:
being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.
and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.
hey yall no one cares but i wanna kill myself
You need a private talk?
Just message me(send me an ask)
i have an incurable need to be alone all of the time
i really really want to cut but ive been clean for 1 year and 2 months and its been so hard i dont want to fuck it up but idk
